i lead people on. its true its true its true

and it makes me feel terrible

but i hardly realize i'm doing it until they ask me who i like

and its not them

and i know that i've hurt them

godammit.

i go to the beach everyday. the beach is my pride and joy. i love it there. i love sailing. i love the waves and the water and the sun and the radio and the lifejackets.

i love it i love it i love it.

so today was fun. i was hanging out with hettie and halle and we baked cookies and listened to j beibs. then we went out and dressed up like full on cholas. like lip liner, bronzer, sharpi eyebrows, booty shorts, the works. so great. we called everyone pappi. people didn't seem to be so into it. i was pretty happy though

went home and made my status 'love me or let me go' cause i'm sick of the confusing shit.

michael commented love you

and it simply made my night!

hes a good friend. i enjoy seeing him, me and him and paul having fun sailing together.

i'm going away for two weeks in two weeks. i get to sail around the british virgin islands. ooooh am i happy. so happy so happy so happy

that is all for now